I want someone to warm my life not just my bed. I do not want to dance about being cool and down to fuck. I want someone who will take me with all my cracks and edges.

I can’t do long distance, well neither can I especially when that distance is between who you are and who’ll you’ll let me see.

I want to be held when shit hits the fan not just when you want a warm body. I want someone to love all of me not just the parts they like to see.

For now, I will be young and fun. Do all the things and pretend that I’m not wise beyond my years. That I do not know my future and what it should be. That I do not know what kind of person I want by my side. Let’s see what it’s like to have your head in the clouds knowing full well it’s all a trip.